My god that this month is sad and grim.
Bad news piling up, I feel great sadness, sorrow, despondency around me.
Sometimes I wish I had a magic wand to alleviate the suffering never end, to resolve problems.
Sometimes I wish I had a magic wand to transform my plans into reality.
ago this rate it should take all the time. He
fatigue of winter, the fatigue of my little man, the fatigue of all obligations.
So I try to set mini challenges, small things every day to encourage me.
And I try to reward them with a Chai Tea at Starbucks stashed in a corner of a book in hand, walk solo, or sunshine day agrees to show a new pair of jeans, a Rocher Suchard, a two-output ...
I try to find the energy, I scraped the bottom of the barrel. I would charge into the fray, run with the ball, not drop it. Forward. But often at night, I am so slammed, I hurry to go lie down under the big duvet, light my lamp, take my book and go sometimes one small page, but it is already that it is always that!
I hope that spring will bring a little levity, a little vitality ....
Say it soon?
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