Antoine has changed my life, I have often touched on the subject without ever digging.
I still have the same dreams but do not have the same desires, the same needs.
Antoine makes me want more and less.
more quality time with family, more friends, more good books, good things more real, more beautiful things.
Less noise for nothing, less noise, less agitation, less successful frigolite.
I felt the need to " less "from my pregnancy and since I keep pushing further, to reverse the counters: fewer possessions, more passion.
Before, my life was a whirlwind: everything was going early and often without much joy. Nothing really enjoy almost never time for family or friends, fun fun jump at full speed to compensate: restaurants, care, clothing, cosmetics, DVDs and books. Pile without benefit.
Antoine deprives me of a lot of time and it forces me to take time: the morning bottle, meals, walks, bathing, bedtime, which are brackets, buttons break.
And when it is finally time for me, for us and I really enjoy. So I dedicate this precious time that I really like, I do butine more frantically. I think before I buy a book, I faze most all these magazines, I do not spend 3 hours to take my head on my outfit, I choose restaurants with all the seriousness of a great food critic.
I heard waived (for now) jogging, my collages, in my book .... I'm sometimes frustrated but I know that I go through cycles with Antoine. And I agree (I try) I can not do everything same time. One day I'll run with Anthony on his bike? One day I'll do my collages for Antony will poster paint everywhere but on his record ... I now
this chance to know all these facets of happiness.
I find the flavor of things.
Antoine forces me to more honesty:
- Why a large apartment in Paris when I want to take my son in the woods, to rent her an cuistax at the seaside, to teach him to do cumulets of the lawn?
- Why new suits, new shoes when I feel like more flexible schedules, a job without a boss?
- Why leave the bulk of my salary to pay the nanny and go to work without desire, without passion.
I'm more determined than ever to live my dreams. There will be sacrifices to be .... It will tighten the cords but I am more convinced than ever that frugality is freedom ... the next episode.
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